Author: Internetromance
Chris and I met on the Internet last July. I thought he was annoying for a
long time. I never thought anything of him at all really except when I was
directly speaking to him in the chat room we both frequented. He would quiz me
about music and then we'd go our merry ways till the next time we were both
there.
In November, a friend of mine was at my home watching us converse on ICQ. She
told me to ask him for his phone number. So I did. She called him and they
talked for a bit, then she handed me the phone. We had a marathon phone
conversation that night. That's where our story really begins.
Chris and I clicked on the phone that night in some unexplainable way. There
was no awkwardness between us. No nervousness. None of that "What do I say
now?" stuff that often happens the first time you begin speaking with
someone on the phone.
We didn't talk for a while after that initial conversation. I had a lot of
things going on in my life at that time and couldn't be online as much as I
might've liked to be. Right around Christmas, we started talking again on the
phone. We talked for hours and hours. I am not much of a phone person, but with
him, it was different. I loved the sound of his voice and couldn't get enough of
talking to him. Our phone bills show this too.
In January, I made a decision that would change my life. I decided I would
fly to Arizona to see him. We had discussed this before, but weren't sure how we
were going to swing it. I'm in school and he works. We're lucky in the fact that
we are only 1,700 miles apart. It could've been worse. One day, I went to see a
travel agent about airline fares. I had no intentions of actually buying a plane
ticket to Arizona that day. Not any conscience intentions anyway. I remember
sitting in the travel agent's office when she was quoting me fares and thinking,
"Holly, just do it." Next thing I knew, I was booked on a flight
leaving Kansas City on March 12th for Phoenix. I called him that day to tell him
what I'd done. He was so excited when he heard that I was going to be flying out
there to meet him. It seemed like such a long way off, but in reality, it felt
like the 2 months passed in no time.
The day of the trip started off badly for me. Chris and I had talked all
night on the phone the night before. I'd had no sleep, I was cranky, and there
was a snow storm happening in Missouri the morning of my flight. I was afraid I
wouldn't make it to the airport on time because of it.
My plane was to take off at 9:20 that morning. I got to the airport with
about 30 minutes to spare. I remember wondering just what I thought I was doing,
traipsing off to another state to meet someone. I had met people from the net
before with not such good results and I started doubting my decision. I had a
brief layover in Texas and that gave me ever more time to think about things. I
came to the conclusion finally that whatever was going to happen would happen
and I couldn't control it. I was hoping for the best, but preparing for the
worst.
When my plane touched down in Phoenix an hour later than expected, I had
consigned myself to get off of that plane and face whatever might come. I was
one of the last stragglers off of the plane. When I walked down that ramp to the
airport terminal, the first thing I remember seeing was the man I had come to
see standing there before me and he was genuinely happy to see me. We made small
talk as we went to the baggage claim area. Then, out of nowhere, we were hugging
each other. We walked out of the airport that day holding hands.
Somewhere over the next few days, we fell in love. We were sitting on the bed
in our hotel room and he told me he thought he was falling in love with me. I
cried because I was so happy he'd said that. I was feeling the same way, but was
too chicken to be the first to come right out and say it.
We spent the next week completely together. We were practically inseparable.
He had to work while I was there, but I made sure I was there on his lunch break
to spend the hour with him and I was there to pick him up after work. I had
truly found the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.
When the time came for me to leave, it was the hardest thing I've ever had to
do. I had found love and I wasn't ready to let go of it, even if briefly. We got
to the airport that morning without time to spare. We had to say quick
good-byes, which was probably good because we both would've have broken down
right there. I cried on the airplane so much, I think I scared the woman sitting
next to me. She just kept patting my hand and asking me if I were alright. Chris
told me later that night that he had to pull over on the drive home because he
was so upset that I was gone.
So, where do we go from here? Well, our story is definately not over. I plan
on seeing him again in May, which seems like forever from now and then again in
August. I have a year left of college and then I will be moving to Arizona to be
with him. I am giving up my life in Missouri, which includes the house I own and
moving my son to a strange place. But through all of the decisions and plans
we've been making, I've never had a moment's doubt that with Chris is where I
want to be. I love him with all of my heart and I don't consider what I'm giving
up a sacrifice in any way. I believe he is the person I'm meant to be with and
that fate has somehow brought us together. I thank God every day that I found
him and he's in my life. Neither of us are fortune tellers and don't know what
the future brings for us, but I imagine a year from now, we'll be close to the
big move and it will go ahead as planned.
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